Grade 12 is stressing me out!

10 october '09, 7:37pm // Pink: "I don't believe you"

Hey people! Well school started as you all know and alot of stuff has been going on with me lately. First of all, First day of school wasnt bad at all, it was fun to see your friends again, but it's not fun at all knowing that lots of studying will be facing you in the upcoming days. Everyone in school is worried because of the Swine flu. As you all know its everywhere now, but it's not a killing disease anymore! It has a treatment, so it pisses me off when people go all drama about it! Second of all I finally bought Black berry bold 9000! "Click to veiw" It's an amazing phone. It's been with me for around 3 weeks and till now I didnt find anything bad in it! The cool thing about it is you get to use internet there whenever you want wherever you want (even in parks :') ). But you have to pay around 20 dollars a month which is worth it, trust me! I barely use computer anymore! So yeah if you're wondering why I am not updating alot, this would be one of the first reasons. There is nothing to say, really, but that I will be updating this week hopefully! I cant update today since I already have a biology quiz tomorrow! So I will talk to you later all! Thanks mwah!

[EDIT]20 October '09: Hello everyone =D! Well I made some updates, added 3 new icons of shakira


and one new blend of shakira too. Thats it so far, and oh one more thing, a new affie has been added to my list, Alexandra.[/Edit]


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Heyy

06 September '09, 7:37pm // Jordin Sparks: "It takes more"

Hey people =D ! Long time eh? Wow, Looking at the date I updated in last time makes it one year exactly since last time I updated. Well, I am back for sometime I guess! It's more like I am back for a project. I have got one more year for university. I am planning to practice more so I can be able to enter graphic designing. For that major, you need to be a very hard worker, and ofcourse talented. It all depends on my Grade 12 year. Lets all hope I do great! You can use my graphics, but again I am not doing any of those graphics because I feel like doing them, Though I am doing them for you and ofcourse for my own good. The only reason I want to share them with you guys, because you made me come to this point. Lets be honest, without all those people out there inspiring me to do more and more, I wouldnt really be that good, or atleast this far. So Thank you all! You made me LOVE the whole idea. That's why I will be one. I was working on some stuff for you guys, not many but yeah. I will be adding them tonight since my computer got some issues QQ, But I added 3 Icons, 2 of Christina Aguilera and 1 of Katy Perry. Oh and I've changed my homepage featuring Jordin Sparks! Thank you fatz for those BEAUTIFUL textures. Thanks again all, love ya! <3



[EDIT] Okay, So I added some graphics. 4 Blends of Paramore, Ashley Tisdale, Lady Gaga, Christina Aguilera and finally 2 blends of Katy Perry. That's It for now, I mean I forgot most things about HTML, So I will waste some of my time on studying the whole html thing again. [/EDIT]
P.S. I know that my CSS SUCKS! But I will Change that later =D


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^.^

04 September '08, 2:18am // Pink: "So what"

Hiii people! haha, Wow, seriously, it's been ages since I have checked my site, and it's all messed up! Last time i updated that site was last year! I mean i never expected people to give it a visit.. But thanks for everyone who did! Let me get to the point. I am so sorry, I have been busy, not exactly busy, more like I was'nt in the mood to update! Cause all of the sudden I did lose interest! But now I guess i do have it all back ^^. I have done lots of things, but I guess i am being one lazy ass to upload them now.. I will probably upload them by tomorrow or so. All I did was fixed some stuff, removed some stuff, and well changed my homepage! It's not that good, I mean when i was updating, I forgot all about HTML. Lol, do you believe that! It took me hours to remember everything.. Oh well, and as i said before i am not that good at making graphics.. I need to practice more! And by tomorrow, I need to change my Css because it's horrible! You better welcome me back people, lol XD! Love ya all, gdnight <3 !

[EDIT] So, I am currently working on my site, nothing new, but fixing alot of things that I had to fix long time ago.. All I have done for now is 2 blends, one for Paramore and the other for Pink. That's it for now, I will make more graphics ofcourse, but not 'till i fix my site :) You can sign up for being my Affie, so yeah, I have 0 affies till now, you are free to tell me if you want to be one! Sorry, I removed everyone because I am starting fresh :D [/EDIT]

[EDIT]06 September '08: Hello again ^^! I have done some stuff, so I thought of adding them.. I made 5 icons, and 1 banner of Christina Aguilera, and 3 new blends, of My chemical romance, Olsen and Ashlee Simpson. That's it for today, and Fatz has been added to my Affie list :)![/EDIT]

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Shoot me!

28 December '07, 1:40am // Britney Spears: "piece of me"

Ok, you can shoot me, but dont kill me! I promised all of you to update this site on December, but trust me... I think I lost it! Lost what? The interest of updating sites! Well, lately I have been Drawing alot! I love drawing, so that's why I will buy a tablet hopefully this week. Oh my god, I really can't wait. This site will absolutely change. I will not remove anything, since I will feel sooo bad, but I will start adding my drawings, and by drawings I mean something good, I promise! Ok, so what's the point? well, you can request for any drawing, but it must include a girl/boy whatever.. What I exactly mean is "anime" :P. Oh, and I will make lots and lots of brushes too, a tablet makes it really easy! Ahh, I am sorry all, but trust me this will be fun XD! Anyway I will blog later, since it's late somehow.. Sorry again all! Oh, one more thing, if you want to visit my site and get rid of those annoying "freewebs adds" just type www.panilasteela.co.nr. It's better trust me, there will be no adds. Night night..

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Ehem!

4 November '07, 4:17pm // Linda Kiraly: "Can't let go"

Ehem ehem, lol.. Hi all! Well, I know that you will kik my ass now, for not updating, but I got my own problems! School is taking most of my time.. I am not a kid anymore like last year, I take hard stuff that needs to be studied well! My friends are taking my other free time, so yeah, not even a chance for me to update! I have been hanging alot with my friends, so it's pretty hard to say goodbye to the computer for a while! Anyway, I am doing great in school except I am having some problems in Chemistry and Math.. So yeah I guess I will fail if I didnt study harder! Lol, I just sound like a nerd, but this year is so important and you all know that! I will start updating this site at the end of December, since we will have this long long holiday!! I am currently fixing some tiney stuff in my site.

I am glad that I am learning more about html through school! Well, yes, school! Hahha, we take the basics of html, so I am the only one in class that knows some stuff! Before yesturday i went to my friends Birthday party, and it was just amazing! I had lots of fun!! Hehe what do you think of my simple outfit that I wore in the party "click"?? The picture is not HQ cause of the lights, so yeah.. Hehe, anyway I am off now! I will be back in December, so takecare all, bye "muaahh"!

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Back

22 September '07, 6:47pm // Britney spears: "Gimme more"

Hello.. Well, I am back for now I guess.. I mean I will not update like before, I am busy with school etc. Well, first day of school was blamazing!! Everyone was totally changed, maybe it's because we became older.. Anyway, we get to wear normal clothes first 2 weeks, Yay! It's because our clothes will not be ready until next week, so yeah! The school uniforms turned out to be not bad at all! I will post a picture when I get them.. Books are bloody scary!!!! Each book got more than 2000 page. I am really worried to fail this year, lol. So yeah, I guess I need to study hard. Anyway, I got nothing to say, but one more thing, Ramadan kareem to all of muslims people!

As all of you can see, I have changed my layout. What do you think? Well, I like it, but I hate the css, so people please, if you can tell me what colors should I change or add in my css, you are free to do that in my comment thingy. Oh, and this layout features Rihanna finty. It took me 5 days to figure out how to line up my background! I also asked Fatz, But she tried and it didn't work. Well, I finally figured out that I dont need to make it an Extended background, so I just made it as a background. I made 3 new icons of Rihanna. That's it for today, I will add some stuff tomorrow, Bye bye everyone!


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SCHOOL WEAPONS!

4 September '07 // 1:09pm

Hi! Did you enjoy your break? well yeah, a little. I am still not done, haha. I am just pissed off, because of soo many reasons. School is going to start next week on tuesday, which is not good at all! At first I was soo excited, but now "no"! I knew something bad, something that will make me cry for sure lol! Guess what? Remember when I was talking about the school uniforms. Ok, it turned out that it will be a DRESS, and not only that, but it will be striped down with thick lines, like squares, and the colors will be white and navy blue. Everyone is going to be in squares! What the fuck?? eww, imagine me wearing this cooking shitty dress. Ah ah not a chance. I was seriously mad when I knew the news. This year is going to be fucking stupid! The books are harder, and alot of people told my friend that you will eat some big shit cause you are in grade 10, which is the hardest grade ever!! We are going to study business, and Tofel. So yeah if I didn't update, it means I am dead.

Before like 5 days, I went School Shopping with my friend. It was pretty fun, I finally finished buying school weapons!! Ofcourse I was happy before I knew about the uniforms, so yeah. Please try making me feel better, cause my mood is shitty! Atleast my friend felt sorry for me and for herself, and asked me to go to Wonderland, which will make me forget for like a day? I guess this year will be the same as last year, I will just wear my cool p.e uniforms, lol.

Anyway, I will stop blablaring about my problems. I have not done much. I made 2 new layouts, 1 of Angelina Jolie, and 1 of Joss Stone. I have finally ended Challenge #5, so winners go pick up your awards. It was really hard choosing the winners, since all of them made amazing layouts. I am so sorry, but please try to understand what I am going through. By the way, thanks to everyone who commented me, It showed that you are still there for me, so thanks again! Congrats Fatz you deserve to win a domain, I am truely happy for you! You rock.

[NOTE]I have been playing this game lately and I thought you will be intrested to play it. It is great! Here is the site link AuditionSea.[/NOTE]


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SORRY

27 August '07 // 8:06pm

Hello! Ok, this will be a short blog! You are probably wondering what happened to me?? Well, I am still alive and I am not dead . Thanks to everyone who keeps on commenting me, and thanks to everyone who left me a great, nice comment. It really means alot to me, and by Really I mean really really !! Thank you again.

Alright, I am not closing so no worries. I just figured out, if I took a break for like a week or so, that will be enough for me to be excited again to update. I am just bored of my site . I need to go out and see the world, and be Happy , just like any ordinary teenager! Just give me time, that's all what I am asking for! Thanks for your support, that really helped! Be sure on visiting my site next week, cause I will be updating daily ! Takecare all, love you, Bye..

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FINAL DESTINATION!

24 August '07 // 3:44pm

Hi! I know long time no updates. It's only cause I am seriously not in the mood to look at my site!! Anyway, you may wonder what is wrong with my title?? Let me tell you what happened with me before 4 days.

I had this weird strange dream. I was in school, and my school was way bigger than it is in real life. After school, I was going to my bus. I went in, and I didnt find my younger brother. I asked everyone about him, but they never saw him in school today. I started running, and then I found this bus in the other bus section. I went in and I remember I was the only one in there. I told the bus driver to go to the places that my brother used to go to, when he was bored. He went to this weird strange place. I remember it was all ponds, and grass, and ofcourse there were streets. The bus dropped me off there. I started looking for my brother but I didn't find him. Suddenly my phone started to ring, I opened my bag, and started taking out all the towels to get my cell phone. (I know, how did towels get in to my bag?) When I finally found the phone, I picked up but it was already too late. I couldn't call back since I was out of credit. I felt this weird feeling, I am not sure what was it, but I knew something bad was about to happen. A small guy was playing football, suddenly came accross the street yelling telling me "leena, no dont cross the street now" After like a second, a car was going on a really high speed, killed the little guy! He just disappeared in like a second! I was shocked, so I woke up freaked out! It was really scary, scarier than you think. I felt like I was in the movie final destination. Lol, I am serious. Now what bothers me is the little guy. I don't really remember how he looked.. But what I remember that he was in my school!

Ok, another story, lol. Before yesturday I went out with my friends to this mall. We were walking and suddenly I see this guy looking and staring at me.. (weird???) then after exactly 4-5 minutes he started following us (me and my friends) with his friends!! So suddenly he was like "excuse me" "excuse me" "excuse me" "can I talk to you for 2 seconds" I was so mad that I ignored him and started talking with my friends lool. I was about to take off my shoes and kik his fucking ass!! So I was like "OFCOURSE NOT!!" "SO BACK OFF" (YEAH I AM THE WOMAN!) loool. So I started walking and he was walking after me like a dog or something.. Then he just went, muahahha XD!! Seriously if he didn't leave, I was about to kik his ass!! I dont even know him!! So overall, he was trying to flirt with me! I am sure it happened atleast once to everyone, am I right?

So school is going to start on 11/9/2007, I don't really mind about that, but what is bothering me right now, that they changed the uniforms!! Ahh, I am worried, how bad could it be? I heard that the top is Blue, which means completely blue, with nothing on it!! The skirt is the same I guess, except we are allowed to wear skirts this year. Last year they made us where a DRESS!! hahaha, yeah I know lame?? I never wore the dress, I wore my P.E uniform for 1 whole entire year!

Back to updates. As I said before I am not in the mood to make anything. I just made 1 new layout of Sarah Michelle Gellars. It's not that good, since I suck at making layouts now! I made 2 new mini blends, 1 of Ashton Kutcher and 1 of Jake Gyllenhaal. That's it for today, cause I was practising on making Vexels, and I have read this Tutorial, and I followed every single step, it even turned out the same except mine stinks! Here is my first try "Click here". I made my second vexel all alone! I didn't vexel the clothes yet, but here are the results "Click here". That's it, love you all, bye!

Layout Challenge #4 will end tonight, so I will choose winners today night! Sorry for ending it so late.


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STOP! STOP!

19 August '07 // 1:24pm

Hello everyone! How are you all doing? hope you'r all fine! Well I did something quick for today, no topics nothing, except I want to say one thing. I hate being a Copier. That's the worse thing I could ever do! When ever people go like "oh she got the same style", or "Oh my god, she copied this person". You can't tell if she/he did or not! If they gave credits, and the owner her/him self is ok with it, then you are 100% out of this! Anyway I didn't make a point, but I am saying that for all of you, just make sure if the owner knows first!

Ok! Before 3 days, I finally went shopping! This is just a miracle, Well yes it is! beleive me I didn't buy clothes sinse ages?? Lol, yes I am not kidding. Anyway, I bought lots and lots of clothes! Haha, in your face! not really.. I bought 2 hoodies, 3 shirts and per jeans from H&M!! It's amazing, I thought for a second to buy the whole shop over there! Haha when me and my sister wanted to get out of the mall, she was parking her new car in this tiney small parking!! When she wanted to get out, she was totally Stuck!! Lol, she asked me if I can get out of the car and tell her when to reverse and when to stop. I opened the door " by accident" I pumped the car's door into this wall! She was like "OMY! NOOOOO", hahahha. Shit!! I was like shit I am sorry, she didn't talk for like seconds, haha. I was like "chill, nothing happened"! Anyway after like 30 minutes she figured out how to get her car out of the parking!

Anyway, alot of people asked me what color she got? Well she got the Brown, Chocolate color from the outside! But from the inside, It's the caramel, color! emmm It looks just like a chocolate bar, except on a fat version! lol.

I haven't done much since it's almost 2:00pm!! So I just woke up. As you can all see, I have changed again my homepage layout! I got my own reasons.. I like it! It's featuring Shia Labeouf and Megan Fox. I loved the colors! they are just amazing! I have been working on this layout since Friday! Lol.. I know it doesn't really deserve this much of time. I still want to play with the css, because I am not sure if it is good enough! Anyway, I will update more, and much more today, so stay tuned ;)! Alright, I haven't done much, cause I became lazy lately! I added 6 new icons, 2 of Shane west, 2 of The movie transformers, and 2 of Megan fox. I added 4 new buttons. I also added 3 new psds of Ashlee Simpson. Thats it for today, enjoy!

By the way, incase you were wondering about my weird title, well I just felt like writing it!! XD lol.


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Cracking up!!??

15 August '07 // 5:11pm

Hey Hey!! Weewooo, ok today I am totally hyper, not like any other day! I just realized that I am finally having some fun! Yesturday around 8:00pm dad wanted to take my mom to lets say a Romantic dinner, ohh yeah, haha... I was so bored, I wanted to annoy them so I told my mommy if I can go with them. She accepted, yay! I called dad and I asked him where are we eating tonight?, He said: in a "SeaFood Restaurant" Oh my god! I love seafood, it's my favorite! Especially Shrimp. By the way it's not a romantic dinner anymore, since they took all of their kids! Anywho, we really had fun in there, but I was full!! Back to home, me and dad were fixing our dvd player, and guess what I saw?? A video of us when I was 5!!! haha I played the video with no comments.. And from that time, the whole family Cracked up! It was freaking hilarious. I looked "eww" mom looked different, dad looked way different.. It was pretty fun, watching how ugly we were in the past.

Today in the early morning, I went to the gym, me and my sister. We are so obsessed with something called "GYM". Haha we had fun we worked out for more than 30min's. Anyway today she was so excited cause finally her dream will come true! Before a month she went car shopping with dad. At first she wanted to buy a car named "peugeot" if I wasnt wrong. But then suddenly she saw the car of her dreams, haha. It was infinity FX35 2008. Haha, she finally bought it, and today I guess me and her are going out for the first time with this car!! Ok, I know I am pointless, I didnt make a point at all for all of those topics, but oh well. I just felt like talking.

I finally fixed alot of thing on my site, that I wanted to fix long time ago. The challenge page is finally organized. I added more questions and answers in the FAQ page. Today I installed Firefox, and I previewed my site, It looked ok, except my navigation effect didnt work. I messed up with my css code, and I have no idea how, It worked!!

Back to updates: I made 2 new layouts, 1 of Shane west my love, and 1 of Megan Fox. I am still adding some other stuff so stay tuned! I added 7 new psds, 2 of Shane west, 3 of Megan Fox, and 2 of Victoria Beckham. I added 3 new banners. 1 of Dominic Monghan, 1 of Kristin Dunst, and 1 of Shane west. please you guys enter my Layout challenge, its featuring christina aguilera. Thats it for today, enjoy!


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~DONT KILL ME~

13 August '07 // 7:13pm

Hello! Today I am just mad so I am totally not in the mood to make anything! I just came back from the dentist. Before 3 months, My dentist told me that my braces will be off after exactly 3 months. I was happy that finally I am going to get rid of those stupid braces. Today I went, and the doctore told me that your teeth are way way way way better than before! I was like "yes finally I am going to get rid of you, haha in your face!". Then he told me that I will remove them after another 4 months!!! Isnt that stupid?? I went home Depressed, so thats why I am somehow not in the good mood to do anything!

Alright as you can all see, I have changed my homepage layout, Again. Dont ask me why, I didnt like my old layout anyway. My topic is Dont kill me, I will explain that in few... As you can see my prevoius layout was Pink, and now this layout is PINK too!! I swear I am out of colors!! I mean, I didnt choose blue because I know that i am going to get bored of it!! Orange and yellow?? em em bad idea.. Fatz already have those colors on her site, so I dont want to ruin it for her.. I am sorry everyone, its just that I dont know what is wrong with me, I am tired!!

Ok let me get Straight to the point.. Today I added around 4 new layouts. 1 of Brooke Hogan, 1 of Ciara, 1 of Ashlee Simpson, and 1 of Lindsay lohan. I made 8 new Animated buttons. I guess its something new, cause no one did animated buttons for visitors, so I decided I do! I am off now, I am seroiusly tired, bye!


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HELLO AGAIN

08 August '07

Hihi all!! Miss every single visitor in here! Well, now that I' am in here (Dubai), let me tell you what happened with me in Jordan. First week was Boring!! Second week was also somehow boring! Third week was the Best! I hanged out with my friends, and I made new friends in there! It was pretty fun, and to tell you the truth for a second I didnt want to leave! Jordan is a fun country to be in. I loved the houses because they are not perfect. Everything there seemed amazing!! I cant say more, XD haha! I did alot of stuff but I am not in the mood to blog them, maybe later?? lol.. Anyway Dont you Miss me??

Okie, Yay, I finally got to manage to do some updates! I changed my homepage layout, as you can all see!! I dont really like it, cause when I came back from jordan I forgot all about blending, so it turned out weird. I made 2 new layouts, 1 of Fergie and 1 of The pussycat Dolls. I made 2 new Icons, 1 of Natalie Portman and 1 of David Boreanaz. Finally, I made 9 new psd's. 3 of Fergie, and 6 of The pussycat Dolls. I will try to do more tutorials, and layouts, since they won in the poll! A new poll is published, so go ahead and vote! I will try and end Challenge #4 as soon as possible! Thats it for today, so takecare all and bye!

[EDIT]10 August '07: Hi! Well today will be just a quick update. I Remade my Psd's page. I really worked hard and it took me more than 4:00 hours. I am still not done, so I will hopefully finish them today night. I changed the Texture because I had more than one on each psd, so I decided to make them all the same. I made 3 new layouts, 1 of Joss Stone, 1 of Britney Spears, and finally 1 of Pink. I am not sure if you are going to like them, but I spent most of my time on them. Challenge #4 has ended, so winners go pick up your awards. A new Challenge is up, so please if you have time enter it! I am Finally done the psd's page, "phew". I made 5 new Blank Buttons. Thats it for today, bye! [/EDIT]

[NOTE] On Wednesday I got Tagged By my Affie CnsGraphics. Here is the Rules:
Each person posts the rules before their list, then they list 8 things about themselves. At the end of the post, that person tags and links to 8 other people and then visits those peoples’ sites and comments letting them know that they have been tagged, and to come read the post, so they know what they have to do.

1. I love to sing
2. I am afraid of Cats! [weird]
3. I am not that good in school.
4. I love the color Black and Hot pink!
5. I Dont know how to read or spell words properly in Arabic!
6. Never stop talking.
7. My favorite singer would be Christina Aguilera.
8. I Hate eggs and Milk :S.

Well its midnight over here, and I am soo sleepy so I will not tag anyone today, maybe tomorrow?[/NOTE]


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GOODBYE FOR 3 WEEKS!

12 July '07

Hello all! The day has finally came (not that I want it to come), but yeah, I have 8 more hours left until I go to the airport! I am leaving at 5:00am on friday. I know I need to wake up really early, grr!! I am not really excited to this trip, I mean it would be more fun if we went for 1 week, but we are going for 3 WEEKS!! But what made me more intrested to go to this trip is my friend! She will be there and I am sure we will absolutely have fun! Anyway just wish me to have fun and enjoy my time..

I made some stuff for you before I leave. I made 2 new layouts, both of them are of Random models. I made 2 new scripts. I added 3 new tutorials, 2 for Html, and 1 for Other tutorials. I finally ended Challenge #3, so winners go pick up your awards! I started a New challenge, it will not end until I am back! I will not close the ask me page, you can still ask me questions, since I will be going on computer time by time checking messages. So I wil be answering them hopefully! That doesnt mean that I will update, god knows what kind of computers they own! Sorry for all of my Affies I wont be able to comment you, so hope you understand! Anyway Goodbye everyone, and dont forget to enjoy your stay at my site! I will miss all of you for sure!

[NOTE]13 July '07: Hi!! Hahaha, ok you will never guess, I missed my Flight!!! I know you are going to ask me how? well it just happened, we went late to the airport. Anyway i wont be going until sunday 8:00am. That doesnt mean that I will update, I need a break lol! Takecare all bye ^^ [/NOTE]

[EDIT]14 July '07: Hello. I decided to make some stuff before I leave. I made 2 new layouts. 1 of Naomi Watts, and 1 of Mandy Moore. I added 3 new psd's of Naomi Watts. Thats it, peace out. [/EDIT]


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